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    47                                                                                                             47、第四十七章 ...                                                                                                             我摇头，李澈的公司是ie业的，我一个纯粹电白连重装系统都不熟练的人去凑什么热闹，就算是潜规则也不能这么潜不是？                                                                                                             “不大适合，我玩不来电脑那么高端的玩意。”                                                                                                             我对李澈说，电白不是错，电白要去ie公司上班这就是一个错了。                                                                                                             “总有职位是适合你的。”                                                                                                             李澈笑的很隐晦，他的话说得也很隐晦。                                                                                                             我突然想到他今天中午说的李涵的妈妈，他该不会指的就是这个职业吧？我突然像是被掐中了脖子的鸭子一样，什么话都说不出口了。                                                                                                             “反正我想先玩一阵子再说。”                                                                                                             我端起了杯子喝了一口焦糖玛奇朵，犟着脑袋开口，反正这几年工作攒下来的钱也足够我再逍遥一阵了。                                                                                                             “你就打算让我傻等下去了？”                                                                                                             李澈问我，语气无奈至极。                                                                                                             “李澈，其实我一直都很想问你一件事，”我摩挲着杯缘，这个问题也一直困扰了我很久，“你真的很喜欢我？”                                                                                                             这么大的年纪问男人这种问题我都觉得有点不好意思了，我偷偷睨着李澈的脸，在想这个男人会不会脸红起来，老实说我还是挺指望看到他出现这种表情的。                                                                                                             但是很可惜，李澈没有表现出我想要的表情来。                                                                                                             他只是用一种很奇怪的表情反问了我一句，“不喜欢能和你搅合了那么多年？”                                                                                                             恩，这才是我不理解的时候，我一直很奇怪，他到底是什么时候喜欢我的。                                                                                                             那些年我们不算特别亲密，我对他没啥特别好的态度，而他对我也没有什么好的口气。                                                                                                             “怎么，打算问清楚了就和我结婚了？”                                                                                                             “……”                                                                                                             我早知道就不应该开口问了。                                                                                                             我转开视线看向河面，河面上一条小木船摇曳而过，这个时候的天气刚好，风吹来的时候感觉特别的舒适。                                                                                                             “我考虑一下。”我对李澈说。                                                                                                             如果真的要找一个男人结婚的话，我想，李澈也不算是一个很差劲的对象吧，请原谅我，这个时候依旧不能确定我对李澈的感情是喜欢多余感激还是其他的。                                                                                                             但是唯一肯定是，就像是李澈自己说的那样，能和他搅合了那么多年，绝对不能说是厌恶，即便他的毒舌有时候真的让我受不了。                                                                                                             “不急，你慢慢想。”                                                                                                             李澈声音轻柔，他都等了那么多年，他当然不急，能考虑也算是一个很不错的长进了。                                                                                                             李澈晚饭终于放弃了和我爸一起喝酒的念头，据他说其实我爸昨晚喝的也有点高，虽然不至于不省人事的份上。                                                                                                             “只是你爸皮肤b较黑了点，所以一时之间没有看出来而已。”                                                                                                             李澈这么对我说。                                                                                                             我爸喝高了之后也没有特别大的恶习，只是鼾声很牛叉。李澈在说这句话的时候表情青黑，看得出来他的确深受其扰了。                                                                                                             我拍了拍他的肩膀宽慰他，至少今天晚上他不需要再和我爸睡在一个被窝了，因为今天下午我妈把客房收拾了一下，而且还把床褥全部拿出去晒了，所以他也不需要委曲求全和我老爹一起睡了。                                                                                                             吃过了晚饭，李澈想要临着河边走上一圈，我是理所当然的陪客，我突然由生一种我其实是sanpei的感觉，陪吃陪聊陪逛街。                                                                                                             姐当年对寝室姐妹都没有这么好过，除了自己主动想要逛街的时候，其余的时候基本上都是被人si磨y泡拉出去的，而现在，一天逛两次街，这频率高的……                                                                                                             天一黑，沿河两岸的等就会亮起来，在夜幕的点缀之下显得特别的好看，很多外地来的游客也喜欢在晚上的时候出没，几个人租个观光旅游的小木船，在船桨的划动的“咯吱”声中赏玩小镇的夜se。                                                                                                             李澈倒没有想要坐小船，只是牵着我的手慢慢地走着，原本我还想说划船的都是小镇上的人，大家都那么熟了要坐也不会真的收钱。                                                                                                             我和他不是第一次这么亲密地接触，在之前有过更多次，激情的缠绵的安慰的，但是像是现在这样不带一点ryu的牵着我的手慢慢走还是第一次。                                                                                                             李澈的手掌心很温暖，冬天的时候很适合取暖，我们两个就这么慢慢地走过长长的河岸，然后在一座石桥上坐了下来，看着在灯光下同样五彩缤纷的河水荡出一圈一圈的涟漪。                                                                                                             石桥上不止我和李澈两个人，还有镇上喜欢晚上出来散个步的人，当然不可能是老夫妻一起出来的，在一起过了那么多年其实都已经彼此有点审美疲劳了，哪有老夫老妻一起行动的礼，一般x都是一个出来和老兄弟哥们ch0u两g烟，一个出来和邻居老姐妹唠嗑一下家长里短，等到时间差不多了之后，各自回去。                                                                                                             喜欢一起行动的只有我们这种年轻一辈的，还暂时没有处于审美疲劳，等到几年之后大约也就腻了，到时候什么七年之痒啊八年之痛的估计也就全部出来了。                                                                                                             还倒不如这些个长辈们的婚姻来的长久，很多人一开始的时候并没有多少ai，因为婚姻而在一起，后来因为子nv而在一起，到最后的时候所有的感情全部化成了亲情。                                                                                                             而我，我也不知道自己以后会怎么样，这个年代谁又能预料到会怎么办，闪婚闪离一族层出不穷。                                                                                                             我有点恐慌，也没有多少安全感。                                                                                                             我怕我现在一时激动答应了和李澈结婚之后，过两年，他腻了之后，会像当初靳骐离开我一样突然要求离开。                                                                                                             如果要说我有多ai靳骐，其实我可以很肯定地说，我已经不ai他了。                                                                                                             我ai的只是当初自己美好的想象，ai上的只是ai情而已，就算ai过，也是我青春之中的事情了，在这么多年里面，时间已经把我对靳骐的ai消磨殆尽了。                                                                                                             我只是怕。                                                                                                             靳骐是那条蛇，而李澈现在是那条井绳。                                                                                                             我不能确定有一天那无害的绳子会不会突然之间化身成为一条蛇来咬我一口。                                                                                                             被咬过的人总是想要保护自己，全方位的。                                                                                                             其实我ai自己更多一点，很自私的。                                                                                                             李澈和我在河边坐了一会，吹了有近半小时的风，吹得我通t发凉之后他终于大发善心地宣告要摆驾回g了。                                                                                                             吹的快出鼻水的我泪眼汪汪，只差没喊上一句谢主隆恩了。                                                                                                             李澈在小镇上呆了两天，他走的时候我还赖在被窝里头睡的迷迷糊糊的。                                                                                                             “阿墨，我要回去了。”                                                                                                             他吻醒我，抵着我的唇在那边轻声说。                                                                                                             “哦……”我r0u着犯困的眼睛，整个人还迷迷糊糊的，“你不喝了我弟的喜酒再走？”                                                                                                             李澈在镇上的时候正巧遇上了我那准新郎的弟弟，我那不厚道的弟弟和打了**血一样兴奋一个劲地邀请李澈喝完他的喜酒再走，李澈也应允了。                                                                                                             离婚礼还有两天，现在走他就不能喝喜酒了。                                                                                                             “公司还有事，我得回去一趟怕是脱不开身了，我把红包塞你枕头底下了，记得给他。”李澈r0u了r0u我的头，叮嘱着。                                                                                                             “那就不给红包了吧。”                                                                                                             我咕哝着，一听到红包就自然而然地心疼，想这几年姐送出了多少红包呀，一包就是好大一份。                                                                                                             “这钱就别替我省了吧，免得以后被你弟弟说我小气。”李澈声音里头带着笑，“你好好玩一阵子，但是别忘记了回家的路。”                                                                                                             “啊？”                                                                                                             “回来的时候给我带几个定胜糕回来，你家这边的b较好吃。”                                                                                                             “啊？”                                                                                                             “没事，你接着睡。”                                                                                                             李澈把我按倒在床上，然后替我掖好了被角。                                                                                                             等我整个人彻底清醒的时候，李澈已经离开了。                                                                                                             我一m枕头底下还真的有一个鼓鼓囊囊的红包，那厚度看得我都想尖叫了，赶明儿我要是结婚的时候能收到这种红包就赚大发了。                                                                                                             后来我这种想法彻底遭受到了我弟弟凌砚的鄙视。                                                                                                             “把红包退回去吧，他用什么名义送啊！”                                                                                                             晚上的时候我看着那绝对有一定厚度没有一万也有八千红包对我弟弟说，李澈又不算我弟弟的小兄弟又不是姐妹更不是同事，没理由送那么大。                                                                                                             “当然有名义！”凌砚白了我一眼，很理所当然地把大红包往口袋里面塞，“我姐夫呗，给个红包应该的！”                                                                                                             “对了姐，你记得和姐夫说一声，你们两个结婚的时候我可送不出那么大一个红包，你也知道我刚买房，还是房奴，到时候意思意思给成不？”                                                                                                             凌砚眨巴着无辜的眼睛带着期许朝着我看。                                                                                                             48                                                                                                             48、第四十八章 ...                                                                                                             其实我也没有在家里面呆多久，找工作的事情一拖再拖，人就是这样一旦犯懒了之后就不会再勤奋了，就像是阿凡达小毛驴也是要在前面吊着一g胡萝卜g引它前进的。                                                                                                             但是我还必须回杭州一趟，因为一年一度的同学会又开始了。                                                                                                             想起同学会，我大概只有一个反应那就是——oh，sh1t！                                                                                                             当然我不是说同学会到底有多么多么的不好，虽然每年同学会上总是有人缺席，但是大部分人还都会忙里偷闲赶到聚会点，但是在这种同学会算是一场形式主义，大学的时候同伴情谊好的也就那么几个，其他的人也不过就是个点头之交，甚至还有几个交恶的，但是每年都免不了那么一回事。                                                                                                             在这种攀b成风的同学会上，总有几个人是要成为话题人物的，b如说谁谁谁事业有成，谁谁谁情场得意，这个时候其实所谓的同学会还真的和菜市场没啥差别。                                                                                                             每年到了这个时候我都会头疼，想着到底要不要去参加这同学会，但是毕竟当年同学四年，每次都会y着头皮去了。                                                                                                             今年的主办地点是在杭州，主办人是班上的团支书。                                                                                                             一开始班上的人提议是去上海的，但是后来得知我们当初的校区很快就要不存在了，听说这一届的学生完了之后，下一届的基本上都会去那**不生蛋鸟不拉屎据说连逛街都没有地方的去了，而这边的分校已经被投资商看中，说是要改建成高级住宅。                                                                                                             听到这个消息的时候，我沉默了很久，国内造的房子难道还不嫌多么，造那么多房价又那么高g本就没有人买的起好不好，这不是纯粹的浪费么。                                                                                                             当然的，资本家们不会理解我们的想法的。                                                                                                             依依和文雅都来了，我们三个已经很久没见了。                                                                                                             当然，我说的很久没见当然不包括在网络视频上的见面，那种隔着屏幕的，总觉得看不真切。                                                                                                             她们两个在同学会的前一天就来了，当然的我也在同学会的前一天就到了，我之前租的房子是一季一给付的，到现在还有一个月的空档期，所以我还可以在这一室一厅的公寓里头住一个月左右。                                                                                                             去了公寓把被褥晒的膨软，打算晚上的时候三个人滚床单，还好双人床够大，足够我们三j情的了。                                                                                                             依依和文雅都是温州人。                                                                                                             刚上大一的那个时候全国出现了“温州炒房团”这个名词，那个时候在我的概念里面温州人都是贼拉有钱，贼拉的鼻孔朝天不可一世的，搁现在那应该就是老子是温州炒房团的后裔。                                                                                                             直到认识了这两个人之后我才知道，原来的观念基本上都是错的，温州人也不是个顶个都是有钱的，也有像是平常学生一样偶尔会出去打打工给自己多赚点零花钱一类。                                                                                                             这两个人下午的时候才到，她们两个向来不放过任何可以敲诈人的机会，b如像是今天晚上，她们就要求我一定要做东，地方还是选在极其有小资情调的地方。                                                                                                             我严重怀疑这两个人在婚姻生活之中遭受到了nve待，她们的老公绝对没有满足她们的需求，要知道吃乃人生第一大事，瞧这两个人点了满满一桌的情况来看，我想她们一家人就进入解放前的生活。                                                                                                             婚姻果真是ai情的坟墓。                                                                                                             当然的，我这种论断立马地就被这两个人一人一个旺旺牌斗筋卷给伺候了，在两个人的嬉笑怒骂之中，好像我们三依旧在一起。                                                                                                             “我说阿墨，今年的同学会你可得悠着点。”文雅喝了一口红酒，告诫我，“还记得江尚远不？”                                                                                                             当然记得，渣男一号么！                                                                                                             我点头，原本是想说不记得，但是怕我这样的回答会引来这两个妞的不高兴，会觉得我言辞之中太过于矫r0u造作。                                                                                                             对于江尚远这人，我还是记得的，只是我已经不记得那张脸了，他有不是帅哥，不会让我这么多年之后还会念念不忘的。                                                                                                             “提起那个江尚远姐就觉得蛋疼……”文雅扶额，像是想起了什么让她痛苦不堪的记忆，“不，没蛋都觉得疼。”                                                                                                             我觉得有点感兴趣，能够让文雅姐姐如此黯然神伤，看起来这个男人还是有几分能耐的。“怎么回事，赶紧说说。”                                                                                                             我鼓动着，八卦么，哪个nv人不ai。                                                                                                             其实原因也无他，据说江尚远此人这几年混的还算是不错，据说爬上了某个企业高管的地位，还傍上了那个企业的千金，从此拽的是二五八万的，一如孔雀把尾巴翘到了天上，经常在大学那个群里面说话，开头就是“哎呀，高管就是累啊”闭口就是“像我年纪轻轻爬到这个位子也算是不容易”。                                                                                                             我突然觉得我把那个大学群给屏蔽掉是无b正确的决定，不然天天听这个男人吹嘘的论调，我没蛋也得疼了。                                                                                                             原本这事的确是和我没有什么关系，但是前一阵子文雅的公司真好和他所在公司有合作项目，所以文雅悲剧地和江尚远见了一次又一次。                                                                                                             然后，那男人有意无意地问着我的境况。                                                                                                             “阿墨现在一定是后悔了当年没有和我在一起了吧，但是很可惜我已经有了未婚妻，这一次的同学会上她还说要和我一起去呢。”                                                                                                             这是那个不要脸的渣男一号最后的总结。                                                                                                             这渣男对我那森森的ai让我万分纠结，我觉得我平常做人也还算不上是特别的失败的吧，怎么就招惹上了这么一个妖孽，我对我几年前的眼光表示严重怀疑。                                                                                                             这个男人绝对不是我曾经的交往对象绝对不是，我从来都不认识他。                                                                                                             “这森森的ai，阿墨你当年到底对那个男人做了什么样的好事，让他对你依旧念念不忘？”                                                                                                             依依用一种“节哀顺变”的眼神看着我。                                                                                                             其实对于这个问题，我也很想知道。我满脸无奈。                                                                                                             “我看你这次g脆把李澈带出场算了，杀杀那个男人的风头，叫他再拽，你不知道，姐我当初只差没有直接一拳上去揍掉他两颗门牙，丫丫个呸的，恶心si我了！”                                                                                                             文雅咬牙切齿，看的出来她当时被这个男人荼毒的有多深多痛苦，我除了同情还是只有同情。                                                                                                             “对，把你家李澈叫上，别以为就他丫的就一个成功人士，和真正的成功人士一b，那家伙就不成功了。”                                                                                                             依依姐也开始应和。                                                                                                             我表示鸭梨很大，打击人家对事业的奋斗心，这似乎有点忒不厚道了吧，我一向纯良的啊。                                                                                                             “怎么的，难道还是对人家余情未了？”文雅睨我，“还是舍不得把你家李澈带出来溜溜弯？咱不会鄙视你傍大款这种行为的。”                                                                                                             我无言以对，那大款我真的还没有傍上，两位姐姐你们也实在是太看得起我了。                                                                                                             “不会吧，你们两个还不打算定？”依依睁大眼睛盯着我，“这床单也滚了，你难道还想大着肚子摆喜酒不成？”                                                                                                             “我又没怀孕。”                                                                                                             我咕哝着。                                                                                                             “没怀孕好呀，没怀孕摆酒和怀了孕摆酒是完全不同的，没怀之前叫做两情相悦情定今生，怀了孕之后那叫奉子成婚先上车后补票，多大的差别！”依依拍着我的肩膀，很是激动。                                                                                                             “介个是你结婚时候的真实感言么？”                                                                                                             我笑着看向依依，当年的她就是奉子成婚来着，不过这种情况似乎也是挺正常的，在婚礼上新娘挺着一个肚子的也不在少数，大家都能理解。                                                                                                             于是，我的理解再度换来了一个斗筋卷。                                                                                                             “我觉得吧，咱们要杜绝这种攀b成分的习惯，每年在同学会上，除了不来的，来的那几个不是在那边b较来b较去的，没结婚的在那边b较工作还有追求的男人，结婚的在那边b较彼此的老公和老婆，还有事业。你们觉得有意思么？”                                                                                                             我说，所以自从参加了两次之后我对大学同学会已经失望透顶，不明白那一次不差年年参加的人到底是怎么样的心态，是觉得自己不同常人还是在考验自己的心脏承受能力。                                                                                                             “原本就没什么意思，但是在看到某些人处于下风的时候，你不觉得这种感觉灰常的美好么？”                                                                                                             文雅和依依问我。                                                                                                             不在沉默中爆发，就是在沉默中变态，这两个人已经离变态的道路越来越近了。                                                                                                             我觉得我和两变态暂时不能用言语来g0u通。                                                                                                             吃过了晚饭又陪着这两个nv人疯转了一圈之后，才携手回了自己的公寓，三个已经快三十而立，其中两个还都已经是孩子的妈的人在那边蹦蹦跳跳的。                                                                                                             我突然有种重新回到大学时代的味道。                                                                                                             到了公寓楼下，我发现李澈的车子正停在哪里，他倚着车子靠着。                                                                                                             灯光昏暗，他的身影拉的长长的，忽然的，我什么话都说不出来了。                                                                                                             “回来了？”                                                                                                             李澈问我，在看到我身边的依依和文雅的时候，他点头示意。                                                                                                             “恩，你怎么在这？”我有点疑惑。                                                                                                             “凌砚说你今天回来了，说是有同学会。所以我就过来瞧瞧。”                                                                                                             凌砚那si小子，有n就是娘啊，一个大红包立马就把那个没有多少骨气和节气的人给收买了。                                                                                                             我霍霍地磨牙。                                                                                                             “哎哎哎，阿墨你赶紧跟着李澈走吧，我和文雅两个人累si了，你把钥匙给我，我们上去洗洗就睡了。”                                                                                                             依依姐嚷嚷着，伸手就是往我身上乱m，想要把钥匙给m出来。                                                                                                             “你们不是说今天晚上要三个人一起滚床单的么？”我一边闪躲着依依的毛手毛脚，一边压低了声音问着。                                                                                                             “啧啧，你房间的床睡三人忒挤，你和李澈滚床单去吧！”依依声音也压低了，笑的y又荡。                                                                                                             “李澈，要不要明天一起跟着阿墨来参加我们班的同学会，可好玩了。”文雅笑的别有深意。                                                                                                             “可以么”李澈颇为认真地问着。                                                                                                             “当然当然，我们都不会介意的！”文雅和依依齐刷刷地点头。                                                                                                             我无力反抗。                                                                                                             “你们两个至少得让我上去拿一下换的衣服吧？”                                                                                                             文雅和依依白我一眼，脸上的表情明明白白地写着“你果奔吧……”                                                                                                             作者有话要说：昨晚在yy上唱歌了，我也唱了……                                                                                                             49                                                                                                             49、第四十九章 ...                                                                                                             对于果奔，我宁si不从。                                                                                                             当然文雅和依依也没有邪恶到如斯地步，还是让我上了楼去拿了换洗的衣服。                                                                                                             “如果不是明天有同学会，还真想让你果奔一次！”                                                                                                             文雅和依依两个人嘻嘻笑着，直到我把睡衣装入袋子的时候，引来了这两个nv人的惊叹。                                                                                                             “凌墨！你居然还穿那么可ai的睡衣！”                                                                                                             文雅ch0u出我刚刚刚进去的睡衣一抖，瞪大了眼睛满脸的不敢相信。                                                                                                             “天呐天呐，x感的蕾丝内k，情趣内衣呢？”依依像是疯子一样扒拉着自己的头发。                                                                                                             那玩意我从来都没有吧！                                                                                                             我苍凉远目状了一下，那玩意我从来都是没有的。                                                                                                             “你不要说你晚上就是穿着这种睡衣和李澈滚床单的？！”文雅和依依两个人拍着我的肩膀，那咒怨一般的表情好像跟我滚床单的不是李澈而是她们两个。                                                                                                             我真的不想和他们两个讨论这个话题，但是很自豪地说什么“就算姐穿得再幼稚，他也照样对姐有x趣”这种话，我还真的说不出口。                                                                                                             我从这两个人手上抢过自己的衣服，愤愤地往袋子里头一塞，速战速决地把需要的东西整理好。                                                                                                             “行了行了，知道你火急火燎的，晚上悠着点，别一不小心明天出不了门了！”                                                                                                             文雅和依依挥手欢送。                                                                                                             事到如今，我不得不承认结了婚的nv人的确是凶猛如虎的，从言谈举止上就能够明白，生活已经让她们失去了所谓的矜持。                                                                                                             李澈的屋子其实我已经熟到不能再熟。                                                                                                             “怎么回来也不通知我？”李澈一进门，没有刚刚面对文雅和依依的淡定，倒有几分不满丈夫的形象。                                                                                                             “通知你来接我么？”                                                                                                             我看向李澈，这种事情其实也没有什么特别好说的，反正在杭州了，见面也是早晚的事情。                                                                                                             “我给你带了定胜糕。”                                                                                                             虽然哪天早上他走的匆忙，但是这不代表着我没有听见他说的话。                                                                                                             “带了？”                                                                                                             李澈看我，眼神之中略微有点惊喜。                                                                                                             “要给你热两个么？”我看着李澈。                                                                                                             李澈毫不客气地点了点头。                                                                                                             于是，我又成了老妈子给他去热，顺带地给还泡了两杯红茶出来。                                                                                                             “需要我明天陪你去参加同学会么”李澈问我。                                                                                                             唔，我捧着杯子，喝了一口暖暖的红茶之后才想起明天是周末，所以李澈应该会有空。                                                                                                             “感觉有点显摆的样子。”我诚实以告，我低调了那么多年，突然之间高调起来，还真的是有点奇怪的。                                                                                                             “不过，如果你不忙不麻烦的话……”我踟蹰了一下，看向李澈。                                                                                                             李澈慢条斯理地把两个定胜糕吃掉，伸手拍了拍我的脑袋。                                                                                                             “如果你觉得麻烦的话，我可以不去。”李澈适时地开始转变着话题，“对了，上一次和你说的事情，你考虑的怎么样？”                                                                                                             唔，我当然知道是什么事情，是关于李涵妈妈这个职业的回答。                                                                                                             “能……能不奉子成婚么……”                                                                                                             我对手指，我不讨厌李澈这人，与其相亲和一个并不怎么了解的人结婚的话，我想我还是b较能够接受李澈，至少对于他还是我有一定的了解。                                                                                                             “和我结婚真的有那么纠结么？”                                                                                                             李澈叹了一口气，问我，无奈至极。                                                                                                             依依和文雅两个人其实猜错了，其实一男一nv共同处在一个房间里面还是会有可能什么事情都没有发生的。                                                                                                             盖着棉被纯聊天，不，其实我g本就没有j力和他说什么，平常坐车也没觉得晕车，但是今天整个人觉得晕晕乎乎的，原本食量高的惊人的我居然还食yu不振了。                                                                                                             如果不是之前在家那几天刚来过大姨妈，我都怀疑自己是不是真的成了李涵的妈妈了。                                                                                                             早上还是被李澈叫醒的。                                                                                                             这一次的同学会主打怀旧，所以这一次是在自己学校的班级先聚头，接着去学校附近的酒店里面聚餐。                                                                                                             这一次聚会人员b往年多了一点，大概也是知道如果再不来学校重温故梦的话，只怕以后就没有什么机会了，像以前我去广电找朋友的时候公交车经过理工大学校门口，那个时候理工大学已经办离了，刚进校门口的时候两边都是梧桐树，看上去特别的萧条。                                                                                                             文雅和依依在我出现的时候脖子上没有出现可疑痕迹表示很失望，但是在看到和我一起出场的李澈的时候，她们两个表示很欣慰。                                                                                                             其实大学同学多数混的还是挺人模狗样的，请允许我用这个形容词来形容，因为出场的人不管是不是功成名就，身上穿的都是西装。                                                                                                             但是我觉得还是李澈床上西装b较好看一点，毕竟当年我们班上男生的质量我知道到底是有多么的良莠不齐。                                                                                                             江尚远那小样还真的是带了一个nv人一起来的，那模样还是真的是有点企业高管的成分在，见人就发名片，得瑟的只差没有把嘴巴咧到耳朵g了。                                                                                                             他带来的nv人挺年轻的，称不上有多漂亮，但是绝对很清秀，还很neng齿。                                                                                                             这男人下手b我当年还狠呐！                                                                                                             我无限嘘吁。                                                                                                             在班级里面大家寒暄了一阵子，我觉得有点闷得慌，和人交流这一项不是我所擅长的。                                                                                                             “我出去一会。”                                                                                                             我凑近李澈，对他交代了一声，免得到时候又说我跑路了。                                                                                                             “我陪你？”李澈看着我问着。                                                                                                             我摇了摇头，没必要这么亦步亦趋的，李澈点了点头放开了一直拉着我的手。                                                                                                             我偷偷溜了出去，其实z大的校园我熟到不行，毕竟在这边玩了四年，除了个别的男生寝室，其他的地方基本上还真的没有我没有混过的地方。                                                                                                             当然，别的校区我也去玩过，不得不承认，这个位于市区的小区的确是b其他几个校区来的小了点，设备也不是那么的完善，可是毕竟是一路过来的，总是觉得自己的校区来得b其他的校区要完美得多。                                                                                                             下了教学楼之后我往着研究生那边转了一圈，网球场，食堂，草坪，花园，还有那男生寝室……                                                                                                             我看着那红se外墙的男生寝室，yan台上都晒着男生的一些衣物，以前的时候，靳骐就是住在这栋学生楼之中的。                                                                                                             一楼舍监阿姨似乎还没换，依旧坐在那登记处的窗口，手上捧着一杯茶在那边看着报纸。                                                                                                             “在看什么呢”                                                                                                             肩膀上猛然被人拍了一掌，还真的有被吓到的感觉。                                                                                                             我回头望去，依依脸上挂着笑看着我。                                                                                                             “你怎么也跑出来了？”我有点讶异。                                                                                                             “和那一圈多少有点三八的人在那边相互鼓吹还真的没有什么意思。”依依摇头，“你前脚刚走，我后脚就跟着溜了出来，学校都快拆迁了，与其费时间和他们在那边讲一些有的没的事情，还不如趁着现在有空多看学校两眼，等以后也就只能在记忆里面回忆了。”                                                                                                             我点头，表示认同。                                                                                                             “现在想想，其实在大学里面还真的发生了很多事情来着。”依依和我找了一张木椅，两个人坐了下来，在那边开始忆往昔。                                                                                                             “可不是，你那个时候红的哟，多少人认识你呀！”                                                                                                             我笑，那一次依依在舞台上的事情让她成了学校的“知名人士”，虽然说这种知名程度真的是让人不堪回首。                                                                                                             可现在只要一想起依依姐姐，我第一个反应就是那件事情，每次只要一说到这件事情，依依一定会脸红无b。                                                                                                             “再说这种事情小心我和你翻脸！”                                                                                                             依依自己也笑了起来，推搡了我一把。                                                                                                             “其实现在想想，还是那个时候多轻松啊。”依依的眼神之中带了点迷茫，“你说，如果当年我像你一样留在这个城市或者是跟着他到他所在的城市，结果会不会就会不一样？”                                                                                                             他，指得应该就是陈亮吧。                                                                                                             初恋总是让人难忘的，更何况依依和陈亮还在一起了四年，其中的情感，就算是想忘，也很难真的能够忘记得掉吧。                                                                                                             我摇头。                                                                                                             “我也不知道。”                                                                                                             这种如果的事情是谁又能真正清楚的，也许这样一来依依和陈亮能够牵手到最后，但是也有可能会出现其他的状况而分手。                                                                                                             “当然这也只是想想而已，我和他都已经结婚了，甚至都已经有了小孩，想这么多也没有什么意思了。”                                                                                                             依依笑，表情之中有点释然但是又有点纠结。                                                                                                             我知道，那是一种万不得已而对现实妥协的感觉，因为无望，所以也就只能够妥协了。                                                                                                             “他现在对我也很好，千依百顺的，我不应该想太多的，一个nv人能够有这么一个丈夫已经不错了，就像是人家说的那样，自己喜欢的人是用来ai的，喜欢自己的人是用来嫁的。”依依戳了戳我的脑门，“那么喜欢你的人，你还真不打算嫁是吧？”                                                                                                             我囧然，这个话题突然一转，居然又跑到了我的身上来，这让我多纠结啊。                                                                                                             “知道了知道了。”                                                                                                             我含糊着。                                                                                                             依依站起了身。                                                                                                             “我想在去其他地方看看，你是要和我一起，还是自己来？”她问我。                                                                                                             “自主参观就行，等会不是还有饭局么？”我笑，反正溜一圈就得回教室集合，我想我还是自己来吧，我也有一个地方想要去看看来着。                                                                                                             依依也不勉强，自己先行走开了。                                                                                                             我要去的地方是在我们以前nv生宿舍楼附近，哪里有一个凉亭，在很长一段时间里面，我特别喜欢去哪里，尤其是在夜幕降临的时候，只是每一次都会可惜杭州的天空已经被侵蚀了，极少能够看到满天星辰的样子。                                                                                                             凉亭里面有石桌石凳，在那张石桌上，我曾经很不厚道地破坏了学校的公物，以坏了七八支笔的代价刻下了一句话。                                                                                                             但是现在看看，和我一样破坏公物的人还真的是不少，石桌上面刻了很多乱七八糟的东西，什么“到此一游”或者“xxx，你怎么不去si”其中还有回答“因为我还想活”这种字迹。                                                                                                             我闭上眼，摩挲着我当年刻下那句话的地方，那上面还有印记，但是已经显得模糊不堪了。                                                                                                             “我很想你，阿墨”                                                                                                             这是我偷偷记下的心情，用这个祭奠了我的ai情，现在想来，天真的可笑。                                                                                                             但是……                                                                                                             我慢慢地摩挲下去，在我当初刻下那句话的下面也有人刻下了一句话，我觉得自己现在这种行为还真的有点阅读盲文的味道。                                                                                                             “我”“会”“一”“直”“在”“你”“身”“边”                                                                                                             我睁开眼。                                                                                                             看着在我当年刻得字迹下面，有人刻了一句话，也多少有点模糊不堪了，但是依稀可以辨识，那下面写的是“我会一直在你身边，李澈”。                                                                                                             50                                                                                                             50、第五十章 ...                                                                                                             在看到石桌上刻的那一句话的时候，我不可能是完全无动于衷的。                                                                                                             要怎么形容我的人生呢，曾经我以为是我喜欢的人不懂我的感情，就像我不明白ai我的并且一直陪在我身边的那个男人对我的感情一样。                                                                                                             我不知道当时的李澈是用怎么样的一种心态刻下这句话的，他从来没有说过这种话，他一向不轻易地把自己的情感宣泄出来。                                                                                                             曾经在步履蹒跚行走的我身后，一直有人默默地贯彻着他的承诺，从未离开。                                                                                                             眼角之中多少有点酸涩的味道，我何德何能能够让一个男人如此待我。                                                                                                             口袋里面的电话响起，我有些木然地接起电话，电话是文雅打过来的，电话那一头的声音有点吵闹，但是还是能够听得出她电话里面声音兴奋。                                                                                                             “赶紧回来，这画面忒经典了，你要是错过，你会后悔si的。”                                                                                                             我不知道到底是出了什么事情让这个nv人如此的兴奋。                                                                                                             等到我回到教室的时候，文雅很兴奋很哈皮地拉住了我。“嗷，李澈这男人实在是太萌了，你知道么？”文雅向我汇报，“刚刚江尚远那si小子给了他一张名片，然后很洋洋得意地说自己是什么什么企业的高级主管。你家男人只说了一句话就让那小子哑口无言了。”                                                                                                             “你男人说‘对不起，我个人认为只有经理级别以上的才算是高级主管’，当场让那小子脸se和青菜似的。”                                                                                                             文雅拉着我，在一角看着那两个男人用眼神厮杀得你si我活，接着又开了口:“接着你家男人把自己的名片给了那家伙，那家伙一看，脸se纠结万分，原本还想着在反驳一回来着，于是就问你男人是不是自己创业的。你男人说是。”                                                                                                             “那小子就可神气了，说年纪轻轻自己创业的基本上都是家里面有点底的，都是靠了父母才有自己现在的成就，看他那样子似乎是富二代，如果他家里面有钱，他现在的成就一定b李澈还要来的好一类的话。李澈只用了一句话就秒杀了那家伙！！”                                                                                                             文雅揪着我的爪子，揪的特别的用力，好像刚刚把江尚远顶的一句话都说不出来人不是李澈而是她自己一样。                                                                                                             “你男人说，‘或者我应该为你的家境不如我，或是你的现在的成就不如我而感到抱歉’。”文雅学着李澈的腔调说话，“你男人的嘴巴实在太毒了，但是毒的好萌撒……我第一次见到江尚远那小子恨不能一头撞si的样子，当时有多少人在偷笑你知道么！”                                                                                                             我点头，李澈的嘴巴毒我早就已经领教过了，但是真的是第一次觉得李澈的嘴毒是那么的可ai一件事情，萌得要si要活的。                                                                                                             我完全可以想象现在江尚远那个男人心底到底是有多么的纠结，我想他现在一定万分的后悔为什么要来参加这一次的同学会了。                                                                                                             李澈走了过来，看着我，文雅很识趣地走开了。                                                                                                             “听说你刚刚很威风？”我看着李澈问着。                                                                                                             “恩，你们班上有个人很有趣。”李澈嘴角带着笑意，“听说这几年同学会上他一直很大出风头，你一向是被打压的那个？”                                                                                                             这个话题一定是文雅对他说的吧，我想。                                                                                                             “报复什么的，太可耻了，”我说，报复神马的，真的是太不厚道了，“虽然那人我很早就很想一拳打上去了。”                                                                                                             “那我去道歉？”李澈挑眉看我。                                                                                                             我摇头，这一次的报复很大快人心，看在班级其他人都很满意的份上，还是允许这种行径存在的。                                                                                                             “李澈，我有话要对你说，”我深x1了一口气，像是豁出去一样说着。                                                                                                             “等一下，我先出去一下，等回来你再说。”                                                                                                             李澈像是拍宠物一样拍了拍我的头，然后就想往着门口走。                                                                                                             “不行！”我拔高了声音，我好不容易积聚起来的勇气，要是现在不说，我等会哪有勇气说，过了这村就没有这店了。                                                                                                             我不g！                                                                                                             我拉着李澈的衣角，眼神坚决。                                                                                                             “我很急。”李澈压低了声音对我说。                                                                                                             “那我也很急！”                                                                                                             我扯衣角的力度越发的用力，不管是什么样的急事，相b较而言还是我b较紧急一点，而且nv士优先不是么！                                                                                                             “我问你，你还愿不愿意娶我？”我认认真真地问，“我这一次很认真地回答你，只要你肯娶我，我就愿意嫁给你。”                                                                                                             李澈低下头看着我。                                                                                                             “你确定？”                                                                                                             我点头。                                                                                                             “凌墨，我一旦结婚，基本上不会有离婚的可能出现，你想清楚再回答我。”李澈双手放在我的肩膀上。                                                                                                             “对，趁着我现在很确定，你到底要不要娶我？”                                                                                                             我咬牙，反正这么多年都被他的毒舌荼毒过来了，也不怕再被多荼毒几年了。                                                                                                             “你都已经b婚了，我能不娶么？”李澈有些无可奈何，“我向你求婚的时候你不答应，非得当着全班的面b婚才觉得有型么？”                                                                                                             呃……                                                                                                             班级里面寂静无声，就算当年教授在讲台上讲课的时候都没有这么寂静过，这种寂静让我觉得有点头皮发麻。                                                                                                             我缩在李澈的怀里，紧紧地巴住他的衣襟，心理面默念着刚刚b婚那货绝对不是我绝对不是我……                                                                                                             “阿墨，你先松一下手，我想去趟洗手间。”李澈靠在我耳边低声说。                                                                                                             no!                                                                                                             我si命摇头，失去了这棵大树姐会无所遁形，姐会被全班的目光给杀si的，这种经历当年有过一次了，现在无需再来一次。                                                                                                             后来，我当然不敢再留在同学会上，背后被人作为谈资议论反正我也听不见，但是我可不想被人在当做猴子一样指指点点的。                                                                                                             据说当天晚上班上群里面有人就开始八卦了，群公告甚至还改成了“同学会上凌墨彪悍b婚，为事业成功人士李某哀悼”。                                                                                                             去***那群混蛋！                                                                                                             我看着那群公告在那边磨牙。                                                                                                             我老娘对于我终于肯嫁人的消息表示很震撼，更震撼的是我要嫁给李澈。                                                                                                             在接到李澈电话通知的那天晚上，我妈过了一会又打了电话给我。                                                                                                             她说。                                                                                                             “李澈这孩子估计是一时冲动，你得小心点他选择反悔这条路子。”                                                                                                             我当时的反应是……                                                                                                             我弟凌砚也很高兴。                                                                                                             他说：“姐，我发现你结婚我还有个小舅子的红包可以收，告诉我姐夫，我对此很期待。”                                                                                                             我当时的反应还是……                                                                                                             后来我也见过靳骐两次。一次在结婚前，一次在结婚时。                                                                                                             这个其实可以忽略不计。                                                                                                             在结婚的前一个月，我看着自己空空的右手突然想起了一件事情。                                                                                                             “李澈，戒指呢？”我问他，在我的右手上应该有戒指的存在才对，“我可不可以要求tiffany的？”                                                                                                             “我记得当时是你向我求婚的吧？”李澈看了我一眼，一点不为所动。                                                                                                             “所以？”我虚心求教。                                                                                                             “谁求婚谁给戒指，”李澈手一摊，“请送我tiffany的戒指。”                                                                                                             “……”                                                                                                             我突然觉得我老娘的话是错的，想要后悔的人应该是我才对。                                                                                                             “能用周大福的么？或者是老凤祥？”我在思索了一下tiffany的价位之后，做出了一个良心建议，“咱不能太过奢侈不是？”                                                                                                             再后来，我就成了李涵的妈妈，很自然而然的。                                                                                                             51                                                                                                             51、番外（1） ...                                                                                                             我一直不懂为什么李澈就那么想要把孩子的名字叫做“李涵”，这个问题直到我怀上了之后才开口问了。                                                                                                             为什么要等怀上了才问呢，因为这个时候都已经成了既定事实，无可更改了。                                                                                                             于是，我m着还算是平坦的肚子问李澈。                                                                                                             “五行缺水”                                                                                                             李澈表情有点纠结。                                                                                                             “如果是五行缺水的话，那你好朋友林淼淼不是缺得厉害？”他反问我。                                                                                                             我想了想，觉得挺有道理的，于是在某一个和林淼淼见面的时候，我把李澈说的话如实和林淼淼说了。                                                                                                             林淼淼一拍桌子，“他才五行缺水呢，他全家都缺！”                                                                                                             我很苍凉远目了一下。                                                                                                             我肚子里面的孩子就是李澈家的一个成员。                                                                                                             最后，这话题还是不了了之了，直到小包子李涵出生的时候我才知道，这一代的孩子轮到“涵”字辈，但是李澈是李家的独苗苗，所以小包子也可以算是独苗苗，他觉得“涵”这个字挺好，g脆就直接取名叫“李涵”。                                                                                                             李涵未出生之前曾经遭遇了一次重大的变故，差一点我和李澈就失去了这个孩子。                                                                                                             婚后我也一度想要找一份工作，可前一份工作b较轻松的缘故，要我一直朝九晚五，我觉得夏天还能够吃得消，要是等到冬天……                                                                                                             我想我会过分贪恋被窝的柔软，于是婚后闲来无事的我在林淼淼的指导之下，在某个网站开始发表一些ai情小说，当然的，其中很多故事是真实的，但是更多故事是虚构的。                                                                                                             小说嘛，总是真假参半的。                                                                                                             写了一段时间之后，我还算是有点人气，虽然也有那么一两个读者和不屑，我码字速度不快，更新速度也顶多就是一日一更，偶尔还隔日更，也真难为那些个读者一直跟着我。                                                                                                             写啊写的，姐居然还觉得写出了点成就感来，后来g脆建了群，天天和读者交流，偶尔还会上yy玩耍一下。                                                                                                             李澈对于我不找工作的事情保持放任状态，反正在他眼中，我一个月的工资还没有他有时候一天的花销来得多。                                                                                                             我其中一个读者也已经是结了婚的，她告诉我，她的丈夫是个宅男，每天除了吃饭也没有什么特别的花销，所有的工资都上缴，每个月只发放两百饭钱。                                                                                                             我当时听到的时候只觉得特别的神奇，啊啊啊，传说中的男人啊。                                                                                                             当然，我是不敢让李澈把所有钱全部上缴，然后每个月发给他两百饭钱的，那他出去谈生意的时候得多囧啊。                                                                                                             我每天上网时间很长，长到李澈有时候都有点微词。                                                                                                             我小说写到一半，结果有了。                                                                                                             终于李澈从言语上的微词转变到了行动上的抗议。                                                                                                             “每天上网只限两小时，不准多上网。”李澈很有一家之主地下了定言，坚定不容反驳。                                                                                                             “两小时哪够啊！”                                                                                                             我抗议，两小时一聊天，我哪有时间写文，这不是剥夺了我人生的乐趣么！                                                                                                             “你还想不想要孩子了？”李澈反问我。                                                                                                             好吧，都已经有了孩子了，我能不要么，我瞪了李澈一眼，尝试x地开口，“不是有什么隔离服的么？”                                                                                                             “傻阿墨，你还真以为那玩意能隔离的多少辐s？”李澈表情哭笑不得，然后起身去洗澡，留我一人在那边黯然神伤和读者汇报这个不幸的消息。                                                                                                             在理所当然之中，迎来了读者的抗议声，我除了无可奈何还是无可奈何。                                                                                                             等到我浴室出来的时候李澈已经自动自发地把的电脑给关掉了。                                                                                                             我那个时候还没有想到李澈居然是那么y险的男人。                                                                                                             原本我还想着，反正白天的时候李澈在公司，就我一个人在家，我到时候上多少时间网，老实说他还真不知道。                                                                                                             我自以为聪明地打着这种小算盘，然后一边很哈皮地和读者哈拉，一边开了word码字。                                                                                                             直到约莫过了两小时左右，我才发现，我暗爽的实在是太早了。                                                                                                             突然之间所有的一切像是被锁定了一样，不管我按哪个键，都是没有半点的效果，然后它自动自发地进入黑屏，就连重启都不行，唯一的选择就是重新开始，但是重新开机完了之后也依旧是这个页面，最后给我的选择项只有一个，关机。                                                                                                             ……                                                                                                             啊啊啊啊                                                                                                             我打电话给李澈，无b沉痛地宣告我的电脑崩了，或者更大的可能x是被黑客入侵了，我更宁愿相信第二点，至少还有挽救的空间。                                                                                                             “哦。”                                                                                                             李澈听完我的报备，语气很平静，像是早就已经知道了会有这种事情一样。                                                                                                             我有点怀疑，这会不会是李澈g的好事，还没等我开口问，李澈就已经先给我解答了。                                                                                                             “我昨晚设置的，每天只限上网两小时，严格遵守这项约定吧，阿墨。”                                                                                                             李澈的语气正常的好像是在说你今天要不要出去找林淼淼聊聊天逛逛街什么的一样。                                                                                                             我囧然。                                                                                                             “你昨天不是说很想吃自助餐的么，我已经订好了位子，差不多点我会让计程车去楼下等你。”李澈像是没事人一样对我说                                                                                                             “呜呜呜呜，我恨你！”                                                                                                             我呜咽了两声，决定滚去房间睡两小时午觉，反正都已经不能上网了，我当然得找点别的事情做做，至少还能打发掉离晚饭前那长长的一段时间。                                                                                                             自从怀孕之后，虽然还没有出现孕吐这种让人闻风丧胆的想象，但是不得不说最近胃口的确很好，人却变得b较嗜睡，据说这还是正常现象，不是说人要是睡多了之后也会痴呆的么，难道多睡的那部分都转移到肚子里面去了？                                                                                                             晚上和李澈吃自助餐的时候，我觉得还是有点不爽，只要一见到李澈那带着笑的脸，我就会想起我那无辜中招的电脑。                                                                                                             这就是我的男人，腹黑毒舌下手还很狠，把我这电白ga0的完全无回手的余地。                                                                                                             “还鼓着一张包子脸呢，我看等李涵生出来也会是一个小包子。”李澈很无奈地看着我，“那我今天晚上去更改一下设置。”                                                                                                             我心中一喜。                                                                                                             “多两小时？”我尽量不动声se地问着，打算和李澈进行讨价还价。                                                                                                             “十分钟。”                                                                                                             他又再一次地让我失望，我想李涵以后一定会是个小包子。                                                                                                             吃过了自助餐，我和李澈去了一趟超市。                                                                                                             我不知道李澈没结婚之前有没有去超市购物的经历，但是和我结婚之后，这超市之旅，每隔一天就得进行一次，蔬菜一类的吃食都是必备的。                                                                                                             “你说你怎么就能这么忍心呢，我天天在家不是无聊么，”我还依旧没忘记这件事情，忍不住和他抱怨，“指不定哪天我就成了文豪呢，你这是扼杀文明，扼杀巨著，你扼杀了我的成就！”                                                                                                             我吹的有点离谱，我自己都觉得。                                                                                                             “那，文豪小姐，你写的都是什么文，哪天我拜读一下？”                                                                                                             李澈一边从架子上拿了洗衣粉，一边问我，然后一手推着购物车转向纸巾区，一手还揽着我的肩膀。                                                                                                             我无言，要是我写的那种文给这人看看，指不定还怎么被他奚落呢，我是孕妇，我可受不了那种刺激。                                                                                                             超市的纸巾一般x都和厕纸还有nvx用品搁一块，一般x男x都很不愿意在这种地方多作停留，李澈当然也不例外，在从货架上ch0u了需要的东西之后转身就想走。                                                                                                             “诶，等等。”我从货架上ch0u出一条纸巾，这纸ch0u是必须的，但是平常出门在外的话，包里面还是准备好两包纸巾以备不时只需。                                                                                                             “砰”                                                                                                             一个推着购物车的小鬼头一下子撞到我，小鬼岁数不大，大概刚上小学左右，但是那车推的超快，害我想躲都没有躲开，一下子肚子就直接被撞个正着。                                                                                                             两个大人赶忙走了过来，开口说抱歉。                                                                                                             “阿墨！”李澈神情有点慌张，“你没事吧？”                                                                                                             “怎么回事呢，怎么横冲直撞的，我太太刚怀孕，要是出点什么乱子……”                                                                                                             我看着李澈，我第一次瞧见他那么的愤怒，脸气红，脖子上的青筋都梗了出来。                                                                                                             “李澈，我肚子有点疼，我们赶紧去医院好不好？”                                                                                                             我抓着李澈的手，刚刚被撞的时候还没觉得有什么，但是缓过来之后肚子一ch0u一ch0u的疼，听说怀孕前三个月的时候最不稳定，只要有点不注意就可能会没有了孩子。                                                                                                             我觉得有点恐慌，李涵在我肚子里面才不过两个多月，有时候自己m肚子的时候都觉得没有什么感觉，但是现在，肚子一ch0u一ch0u的，我害怕在我身t里面呆了两个多月的还属于受j卵状态的小家伙就这么没了。                                                                                                             李澈的表情也有些紧张，二话不说直接打横抱过我就往出口方向冲。                                                                                                             李涵这孩子我觉得有点福大命大，她最后还是稳稳当当地在我肚子里面，好在那个时候是冬天，身上穿的衣服也多了点，多少算是减缓了撞击力度。                                                                                                             当然，我还是为此住了三天医院。                                                                                                             出院回到家的时候，我才发现家里多了一个钟点工阿姨，专门给我们打扫卫生和购买日常生活用品的。                                                                                                             我想那次事件还真的让李澈这个男人心有余悸了。                                                                                                             对于这场意外事件，李澈最后唯一发表的感言是——“阿墨，虽然你现在怀孕了，但是你这t重增长的速度实在有点可怕，我差一点就没抱动你了。”                                                                                                             当时我一边给他贴着酸痛贴膏，一边恶心吧唧地来了一句：“这叫甜蜜的负担你不懂么？”                                                                                                             作者有话要说：玛丽隔壁的，姐当年就是在超市被个小p孩撞了肚子……                                                                                                             但是那个时候姐怀的不是孕，是小肚腩……                                                                                                             超疼的……                                                                                                             52                                                                                                             52、番外（2） ...                                                                                                             肚子到了五六个月的时候，和充了气的皮球一样，好像在一夜之间鼓了起来，明明之前像是有了小肚腩只限微凸而已。                                                                                                             怀了孕的nv人一般x都是神经b较敏感的，于是我又开始像草泥马一样陷入了忧郁期，这生小孩是对nv人心态身态上的双重打击。                                                                                                             话说我曾经见过我老娘和老爹的结婚照，那照片虽然黑白和老旧，但是可以明显地看出我老娘当时是一张姣好偏瘦的瓜子脸，而现在，用我老爸的话来说是一张大大的烧饼脸还带了个双下巴……                                                                                                             我那会还b较年轻，恋ai结婚生子神马的，在我眼中一律都是浮云。                                                                                                             当时我老爸这么形容完了之后，老娘深深地郁闷了，难得见到我那一向彪悍的老娘蹲了墙角耍了忧郁，作为孝nv的我自然是要安抚一下的。                                                                                                             “妈，这岁月就是一把毁容的杀猪刀，，每个人都有这种机会，只是毁容程度都不一样，有人全毁，有人半毁而已。”                                                                                                             我拍着我老娘的肩膀，安抚着。                                                                                                             老娘听到我这么说的时候，她愈发地怨念了，然后掐着我的腮帮子在那边嚷嚷，“你就是那把杀猪刀，在没生你之前，我还是无敌苗条的，在生完你之后，你这把杀猪刀就把我变成了猪妈妈了。”                                                                                                             我当时被老娘纠得脸颊红扑扑的，b打了腮红效果还要来的强烈。                                                                                                             现在想想，这把毁容的杀猪刀马上就要降临到我的身上了……                                                                                                             oh，my lady嘎嘎的！                                                                                                             我愈发的不淡定了。                                                                                                             于是乎，李澈也被我搅合的不淡定了，因为我是不是会抓着问他问，万一哪天我真的被杀猪刀毁成了猪妈妈，他是否还能涛声依旧。                                                                                                             李澈很无奈，一开始的时候他会一边抱着我，一边m着我那圆鼓鼓的肚子，声音温柔，在那边说“不会的，其实你之前和猪妈妈也没有多大的差别，真的，你身上r还真挺多的，只是因为没有双下巴所以你一直自我感觉良好罢了，你看，那个时候我都肯要你，现在你害怕什么……”                                                                                                             等到后来的时候，他已经无b淡定了，他只会轻掐着我日渐庞大的脸孔在那边说——“没事，顶多我以后少看几眼猪妈妈多看几眼小包子就好，我们家涵涵一定不会是猪宝宝的。”                                                                                                             我恨他！                                                                                                             果然nv儿是爸爸上辈子的情人，为了不引发乱x的悲剧，我想还是生个儿子吧，有本事你上辈子是搅基的！                                                                                                             在我怀孕四个月的时候，杨逸学长再度出差，等他回来的时候，还特地给宝宝带了礼物回来。                                                                                                             原本他是想送货上门的，但是为了敲诈他一顿午饭，我挺着肚子出了门，就当做是产前运动，反正自打怀孕，我闲暇的时间多的都能蹲在小区花园草坪上数蚂蚁了。                                                                                                             “阿墨啊，你这肚子，吹出来的吧！”杨逸学长在见到我的时候用无b夸张的表情进行了迎接，“我才离开不过两个月左右啊，你肚子怎么就这么大了啊……”                                                                                                             “等你老婆有了孩子的时候，你也能感受一把一夜大肚的感觉。”                                                                                                             我白了一眼学长，我最近正因为肚子大的缘故忧郁呢，他还真哪壶不开提哪壶。                                                                                                             “好了好了，哥哥请你吃饭，等会送你回去，礼物都在车上摆着呢。”学长似乎看出了我的忧郁，他拍了拍我的肩膀，轻声安慰。                                                                                                             我觉得这句话挺靠谱的，决定原谅他刚刚无心之失。                                                                                                             “你肚子里面那个是招商银行呢，还是建设银行呢？”在午饭吃到一半的时候，学长突然之间问我，“应该能瞧出x别来了吧？”                                                                                                             “我哪知道，”我摇头，“现在医院里头基本上都不会告诉你是儿子还是nv儿了，反正是男是nv也得生出来才知道。”                                                                                                             据说在以前的时候，等孩子成型了，在做b超的时候很多人会询问是儿子还是nv儿的问题，医师多半都会回答。                                                                                                             那个年代，多数喜欢儿子，就算你自己想要个nv儿，为了家人的重视都会选择儿子。                                                                                                             这个问题就引发了很多人在做完b超之后去堕胎一类，所以后来医院制度也进行了改革，就算问了，也不会回答了。                                                                                                             现在嘛，很多人的观念也都改变过来了，生男生nv还不都是自己的孩子，有什么好在意的。                                                                                                             学长点了点头，陪着我把午饭吃了，才吃完午饭，他的电话就像是催命符一样地响起。                                                                                                             学长接了电话，表情凝重了些，我猜大概他又有事要忙了。                                                                                                             “阿墨，我帮你叫车吧，我得回公司一趟，晚一点我再把东西给你送去。”学长声音里面满是歉意。                                                                                                             我摆摆手，表示随意。                                                                                                             “我去溜达一会，晚一点找李澈来接就行，学长你忙！”                                                                                                             学长听我这么说了之后才放缓心，结了账之后匆忙离开了。                                                                                                             我原本打算去逛街，但是在低头看到自己的肚子的时候，我想还是算了，走多了之后脚会酸，最近腿都有点开始往浮肿的趋势发展了。                                                                                                             最后我自己叫了车，去了林淼淼的幼儿园。                                                                                                             之前还没有孩子没有工作的时候，我为了打发时间去幼儿园当了几天的义工，所以幼儿园的园长还有老师基本上都认识我。                                                                                                             去的时候刚好小p孩们都在睡午觉，我在教师办公室里面和这群已婚的未婚的nvx聊天。                                                                                                             nv人的聊天范围内一定会有男人这个话题，这个算是亘古不变的老话题了，永远不退cha0流。                                                                                                             已结婚的前人教育我，现在正是重要时刻，一个不留神，自己的男人就会被个狐狸jg跑了。                                                                                                             “你想，现在的你已经让男人提不起兴趣了，很容易就让男人心灵或者rt上出轨。有些男人往往就是在妻子怀孕的时候出轨，在七年之痒的时候达到高*cha0期！”                                                                                                             前人用肯定的语气，坚定地眼神对我说。                                                                                                             后来听林淼淼说，这个前人今年正在和丈夫吵闹离婚的事情，可以看出绝对是经验之谈。                                                                                                             对于这个话题，还没有结婚的林淼淼表示很赶兴趣，后来带着我出了幼儿园，去了咖啡馆的时候趁着人不多的情况下的问了我，一般x男人都是如何自我解决的。                                                                                                             “我哪知道，不是左手就是右手呗……”                                                                                                             林淼淼咳了一声，咖啡差一点就连成了喷泉。                                                                                                             “是你的左手还是你的右手？”她歪头问，笑的无敌yd。                                                                                                             “你的思想怎么和我的果汁一个颜se的？”                                                                                                             我喝了一口鲜榨的橙汁，用眼神和言辞开始鄙视林淼淼。                                                                                                             林淼淼决定放弃这个话题。                                                                                                             “反正你也没啥好担心的，你家李澈那么ai你，你还怕他出轨不成！”林淼淼说，“对了，他有没有对你说过什么甜si人的情话？”                                                                                                             ……                                                                                                             我认认真真地想了想，除了在那石桌上刻下的一句话，我从认识他到嫁给他甚至还在挺了个肚子，他也没有说过那传说中甜si人的情话。                                                                                                             情话，那是传说！气si人的话倒是说了不少。                                                                                                             “啊……” 林淼淼看了我一眼，低头喝着自己的咖啡。                                                                                                             我倒是坦然，对于那个闷sao的男人，不能要求忒高。                                                                                                             我从来不觉得有盯梢的必要，一个男人如果真的决定要偷食的时候，不管你盯的怎么牢，他依旧有着向外发展的可能x、                                                                                                             人x本贱，越压迫越反弹。                                                                                                             而且我也懒得去理会，主动权在男人的手上，阻止不了的。                                                                                                             而李澈让我很放心，基本上晚上都会回家吃饭，偶尔不会来也会提前通知一声，在他的身上我从来没有闻到过香水味。                                                                                                             肚子膨化的很快，临近生产期的时候，李澈越发提心吊胆。                                                                                                             关于顺产还是破腹产的问题，我和李澈也讨论过，顺产我怕疼，但是又不想肚子上留了一条疤，我研究了一下，发现孩子还是顺产的好，因为在顺产的时候也是对孩子一种锻炼，破腹产的孩子没有经过千辛万苦的出生运动，t质上会b不上顺产的孩子。                                                                                                             决定权在我，所以我拍着r的手背上只剩下四个孔的爪子向李澈宣告我要顺产。                                                                                                             李澈毫无疑义，也不敢有什么异议，因为孩子在我肚子里面，他能有神马异议，除非就是他自己男生子去。                                                                                                             我对自己这个轻率的决定略有些后悔，因为生李涵的时候疼了我十几个小时才生下她。                                                                                                             睡醒来的时候，李澈伏在床沿睡着了，一脸掩不去的疲惫，他工作很忙，到后来的时候因为怕我会提前生产，或者是肚子疼的时候他不在身边，所以经常把工作带回家做后来甚至是带到医院来做，甚至连洽谈公事也丢给了手下去处理。                                                                                                             婴儿的小床就摆在病床旁边。                                                                                                             我微微动了动，李澈立马醒了过来。                                                                                                             “醒了？涵涵也睡着了，要抱来给你看看么？”李澈睁着一双带着红血丝的眼睛看着我。                                                                                                             李涵，折腾了我十个月时间才生出来的小丫头片子。                                                                                                             在产房里面我听到护士喊着“恭喜，是个nv儿”的时候，我很想泪流满面，终于她在肚子里面踹我踢我的悲剧岁月都折腾都过去了，我折腾她的时间终于到来了……                                                                                                             我点了点头。                                                                                                             李澈起身小心翼翼地从婴儿床里面抱起了孩子，他抱姿很标准，不愧经常陪着我一起来上新生爸妈课程的人。                                                                                                             刚出生的小p孩红彤彤的皱巴巴的，真的一点都不可ai，我不敢违心地赞叹自己的小孩有多可ai和漂亮，李澈似乎也找不出理由来这么说。                                                                                                             “等过两个月长开了估计小包子应该会很可ai。”李澈对我说。                                                                                                             李涵果然营养很好，r嘟嘟的样子还真的不愧“小包子”这个名头。                                                                                                             53                                                                                                             53、番外（3） ...                                                                                                             四五个月的时候，小包子已经长开了，因为刚戒n，所以还是有点虚胖，小脸r嘟嘟的，六七个月的时候，小包子虽然还喝牛n，但是已经稍稍褪去了虚胖，还长出了第一颗牙，可ai的让人挠心挠肺的。                                                                                                             虽然生的时候很疼，恨不能把她再塞回去，但是现在看看这可ai的小模样，真是可aisi了。                                                                                                             我决定带涵涵回家住几天，我老妈前两天打了电话过来，听着涵涵依依呀呀的声，她受不住了。                                                                                                             “阿墨，我和你爸想宝贝了，把她带回来住两天，给我们瞧瞧。”                                                                                                             我倒是无所谓，李澈很舍不得涵涵。                                                                                                             自从涵涵出生之后李澈基本上都已经成了孩奴，也不见他厌烦，天天抱着哄着，刚戒n的时候晚上孩子还会哭夜，他也不管第二天要不要去公司的，非得等宝贝nv儿睡了之后才接着睡。                                                                                                             “顶多就住一个星期，周末走，周末回。”我看着抱着涵涵的李澈，一边整理东西一边说，“到时反正你也来接人，那时你抱，我开车！”                                                                                                             “涵涵，跟爸爸说再见。”                                                                                                             李澈亲昵地去蹭李涵那张还娇neng的小脸，李涵那软软的小手在那边挥啊挥的。                                                                                                             李涵虽然才丁点大，但是已经完全t现出和父亲之间的亲近，据我老爸说和我当年一样，经常腻歪着他。                                                                                                             李涵更过分，李澈回家一抱，立马咯咯咯地笑个不停。                                                                                                             果然nv儿都是父亲上辈子的情人。                                                                                                             我把需要的东西整理好，准备出门，李澈抱着李涵，等下电梯到停车场的时候再把孩子给我，他负责开车。                                                                                                             我们站在电梯前等电梯来。                                                                                                             “叮咚”一声，电梯停了下来，李澈的妈妈从电梯里面走了出来。                                                                                                             说起李澈的妈妈，我不得不说一件事情。                                                                                                             一开始的时候，李澈的妈妈并不算是很待见我，尤其是李澈决定和我结婚的时候，好吧，是我强求李澈和我结婚的时候，虽然她没有很言辞激烈地反对，但是还是抗议了一下。                                                                                                             “现在结婚，似乎还早了点，应该不急吧？”                                                                                                             这个长相很有贵妇气息的nv人当时这么对我和李澈说的，说的时候眼睛还多少往着我还算平坦的肚子张望了两眼。                                                                                                             唔，感情她是以为我和李澈不小心ga0大了所以才那么急地想要结婚了？                                                                                                             我没有吱声，因为李澈不动声se地捏了捏我的手，让我不要出声。                                                                                                             “的确不急，要不，先非法同居算了，”李澈说的时候也挺一派轻松的，“要是过几个月阿墨有了，也不过是未婚生子算是私生子而已。”                                                                                                             当时李澈妈妈就被他这一句话噎的什么都说不出来了。                                                                                                             后来接触的多了我渐渐发现其实李妈妈也是一个很好相处的人，偶尔她也会和李爸爸来我们这边一起吃晚饭，坐月子的时候和我妈两个人照顾的特别周到。                                                                                                             李妈妈不强势，所以和我妈这种看上去不彪悍，骨子里面很彪悍，当然彪悍的对象只对自己家男人的nv人处的居然还不错，偶尔还电话交流一下。                                                                                                             我还真没想到高级知识分子出生的李妈妈和小学毕业的老娘有很多共同话题。                                                                                                             “诶，你们这是打算去哪？”                                                                                                             李妈妈手上还拿着东西，见我和李澈站在电梯门口忍不住问着，一见到李涵之后，李妈妈把东西递给李澈，张开口就是“涵涵，我的宝贝”把李涵从自己儿子手上抢了过去。                                                                                                             李涵也很给力，张开那只有一颗牙其余都是光秃秃的牙床的嘴笑的口水直流，特别的开心，还兴奋滴在李妈妈的手上蹦着。                                                                                                             “我妈说是想涵涵了，让我带回去住两天给她瞧瞧。”我回答。                                                                                                             李澈的表情又不爽了，但是因为nv儿是被自己老妈抢了，所以他也不好说什么。                                                                                                             “这小宝贝我也想si了，喏，可ai的……”李妈妈一边给孩子擦着口水，一边逗弄着。                                                                                                             “你爸也想si这小宝贝了，等我打个电话给你爸，让他过来我们g脆一起去亲家那边住两天，李澈等会你开车送我们去啊。”                                                                                                             李妈妈一边说着，示意我们再回屋里去，她已经动作快地掏出了手机开始打电话给李爸爸了。                                                                                                             这事也不是没有过，那个时候我怀孕前三个月差一点遭逢变故，然后我就说回自己家去养两天。                                                                                                             李妈妈那个时候不放心，g脆就跟着我一起去了，好在我家房间也够。没想到第二天李爸爸也来了。                                                                                                             我爸白天不忙活的时候陪着他一起去垂钓中心钓钓鱼一类的，因为都是镇上认识的人，钓鱼还不收钱。                                                                                                             李家两老和我爸妈处的特别哈皮，住了一个星期之后才在李澈催促下离开。                                                                                                             “阿墨家那边不错啊，空气好，人也好，特别适合养老，过两年在那边弄一套房子，我们俩老天天和阿墨爸妈搭伴去。”                                                                                                             当时李爸爸还这么说来着。                                                                                                             李妈妈抱着李涵，一边玩，一边等着李爸爸的到来。                                                                                                             “阿墨，上一次听你妈说你们家那边现在正在新开发楼房是吧，据说还是在观光中心点来着。”                                                                                                             “恩，据说是的，而且房价不高。”我点了点头，上一次回家的时候已经开始在建了，我还去瞅了两眼，还不错。有别墅和商品房，当然商品房也没多少高楼层，一幢四层，一楼还是车库来着。房子面积还挺大，一百三十多个平方，三室一厅一厨两卫，重点是价位便宜，杭州买个卫生间的价钱在那边都能买一套房了。                                                                                                             “到时候带我和你爸去瞧瞧，要是不错咱们在那边买一套，在那养老算了，到时候涵涵就给我们带，你们两个忙工作就好……”                                                                                                             我苍凉远目了一下。                                                                                                             其实最大的重点还是在孩子身上吧，虽然说我家离杭州也不远，但是怎么说，让四个老人带孩子总有点不大合适吧。                                                                                                             “妈，涵涵可是我nv儿！”                                                                                                             我没吱声，李澈就已经受不了开口了。                                                                                                             “你nv儿怎么了，就不是我孙nv了？”李妈妈反问。                                                                                                             李澈不知道该怎么说，别人家是怕老人不带小孩，而我们家则是老人抢着带小孩。                                                                                                             这种家庭1un1i，也挺郁闷的。                                                                                                             李涵小朋友并没有这种烦恼，她歪着脑袋，咧着嘴看着自己李澈，伸出手撒娇。                                                                                                             从此之后，李澈护小孩护的和老母**似的，就怕四个老鹰把小**给叼走不还了。                                                                                                             老鹰捉小**的游戏一直到了李涵小朋友上幼儿园之后才算暂时终结，李爸李妈还真的在我家那边买了一套房和我爸妈搭伴去了。                                                                                                             周末的时候要求李澈必须带李涵去看他们，看完还非得让周一才走。                                                                                                             所以每到周一的早上，李涵总是幼儿园里面唯一迟到的小朋友。                                                                                                             转眼之间，李涵已经都三岁多了，我找了一份工作，出版社编辑的，每天还算是轻松。                                                                                                             最近天气转变，李爸感冒了，所以特别恩准这周不需要去朝贡，就怕把感冒传给了李涵宝贝，所以也难得在家一天。                                                                                                             我在那边拖地。                                                                                                             “妈妈，妈妈，”小家伙n声n气的，手上捧了一本财经杂志朝我跑来，“看，爸爸……”                                                                                                             我拿过杂志看了一眼，是李澈的访问纪实。                                                                                                             真没有想到有一天我的男人居然还有这么牛掰的时候。                                                                                                             “涵涵，你是不是又毁了爸爸的杂志？”                                                                                                             现在的小朋友很好动，上一次一时不留神，她就用彩绘笔毁掉了李澈好几本杂志，不过好在毁的也就是本杂志而已，要是其他的东西，那就只能喊她小祖宗了。                                                                                                             小家伙吐了吐舌头，捂着脸跑开了。                                                                                                             果然！                                                                                                             我翻了翻手上的杂志，除了李澈的报道，其余的基本上已经毁灭了，有几个商业大亨的脸上被加了眼镜或者是小日本式胡子。                                                                                                             我无力极了，真不知道她从哪里学来这一招的。                                                                                                             我瞄了几眼李澈的报道，上面居然还有询问到家庭方面。我想，这访问的一定是个nv人，男人一般x不会问这种方面。                                                                                                             或者，还是对李澈有意思的nv人。                                                                                                             男人三十一朵花么，而且，李澈还是一朵没有长残的花。                                                                                                             上面涉及到我的只有三个问题。                                                                                                             “您觉得婚姻也算是一向投资么”                                                                                                             李澈：是的，我的婚姻算是我投入时间最久，投入巨大的投资。                                                                                                             “那请问您得到你所要的回报了么？”                                                                                                             李澈（笑）：当然，未成亏本。                                                                                                             “那您最想对您的太太说点什么呢？”                                                                                                             李澈：我最想说的我很庆幸在我事业成功的时候娶了她，她无需和我一起过那种奋斗的生活，也不用担心我会在事业成功之后会变得不再需要她。                                                                                                             我愣了愣，脸上咧出了笑，像是白痴一样。                                                                                                             嘛，我就说嘛，这个男人最闷sao了。                                                                                                             作者有话要说：新坑会过一段时间再开，我想先休息一下，如果想知道我的最新动态和神马时候开坑，那就点一下吧……                                                                                                             点一下不会怀孕的……
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